F**king Day

Looking at old photos,
reminiscing about the past
looking at the way I used to look
I want my old face back
I want my old body back.

I hate the way I feel now. It sucks. I want this day to F**king end already.

It's been a hard day. I have been waiting on pins and needles, I am tired. I can't believe I was ever so thin. What did I do, why have I become like this? What do I need to do to get back to what I was. I feel like I've lost my path, my direction, and I have let myself go.